Have you ever wondered whether the decision you make is right or wrong? Who am I kidding? I suppose everyone wonders that; but once you have made the decision, there is ntg else to do about it but to go ahead with the decision and then see what comes out of it? I have ben pondering about this ever since I have to make one of the biggest decisions of my life: To leave the UK, go home and to work over there. Now I know people are saying that may be the wrong decision mainly because, c'mon let's face it what is there at home that wilh truly help boost your career? Why would anyone think the situation back home is so much better?

But the decision is mine and mine alone; yes while making that decision I have definately taken in other factors which affected the final choice- I would have to say now to myself "Don't worry now- right or wrong- it doesn't matter... just make the best of it". When I do look back to that very day and think "what if?" hopefully that time I would be able to think "then I woulnd't have this... and that...?"

So here goes, the next chapter of my life.

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On another note, I am probably leaving having made a mess with a friend of mine; yes we said we have made up and we said we are cool. But in the event that we are not, and in the event she is still mad at me; I can't do anything anymore. I only have so much patience and could only do so much.

Another two friends of mine have been really kind to me throughout this whole ordeal, one may not agree with what I have decided, and one does. I am grateful for them for giving me their honest opinions and I am grateful that despite what they think, they support me and have kept me sane and as stress-free as much as I can be in the last two weeks.
I am glad to have these three friends though- the last year would not have been the way it was if it wasn't for them. Friends can drift apart, not intentionally, but due to channge of scenarios, busy schedules, or friends can just speak less to each other... or see less of each other...



but sometimes depsite the distance and the busy schedules, some don't change.. and for that I am truly grateful. Thanks San for the wonderful holiday!

San and i went to the best seafood restaurant for dinner yesterday, and their wine selection is not too bad either ;)
We were planning to go back again tomorrow on the last day before I fly back home but silly us, after the bottle of wine and the free aperitif given to us by our waiter, we stupidly told the waiters who asked us (to meet them for drinks at a nearby bar after they've finished their shift in the next 30 mins) that we would join them...
Of course we didn't go join them so now we cannot show our face again. But for those who are planning to go to Nice, should definitely try out the restaurant, at the market in the Old town.

ON the other hand, the day was spent at Monaco and Monte Carlo where the very very very rich people live. We had drinks at the famous Cafe De Paris, visited the Monte Carlo Gand Casino where 007 was filmed... All was nice and lovely there. But I just couldn't believe the luxurious lifestyle the people lead there. All seems very movie-like and picturesque to me.

Off to Cannes today where probably they live even a more surreal lifestyle. =) Summer has always been my favourite time of the year ever since coming to the UK.

Am now in Nice with Sandra and will be here until Saturday.We arrived late at night because of the one hour difference (them being ahead of UK time here). So all that has been done is deciding what to wear tomorrow, where to go tomorrow and what to do tomorrow (which meant about 2 hours poring over the map trying to find places)...

Will say much more once I get back. I hope that everyone is having a great start and will continue to have a good summer ahead. This course has been crazy, exams and advocacy sessions, crazy study times, stress-related activities... it has been like taking a plunge. Completely different from what i am used to. This academic year, my posts have been mostly about the BVC. It's been to such an extent that I didn't have time to see any of my friends besides the ones I have here. And it's almost over...(after two more exams and that one bloody resit that I have to do on the 26th.. so far...) *mixed feelings*



Doing this course, like I said, I took a plunge, It was a shock at first... cold... fast and unexpected! But once I come out of the cold and scary, it was alright...


And I wouldn't have been able to do it without my friends, who are stars who climbed to the top and who helped me climb to my top as well... =)

(cheesy no?)

I have been having a very long extended Bank Holiday weekend. I am skipping my 1030am class for the very first time in the BVC course. I just can't be bothered... *sigh*. I have two remaining exams (not counting the one resit I will have to take on the 26th June... so far...)next week. Need to get my act together for next week.

One week left until the clsses of BVC ends.. and future-- still undecided!!! as SH would say in times of stress (or just to annoy me)... "fucking hell"